So, when Neve fits and wants me to play kitchen I have to go play kitchen and pretend to drink drinks and eat play food and sit by her table (if I sat at the table i think the chair would break) and feed dollies and do dishes and so on and so forth.
Thought on Today: I felt guilty and uncomfortable leaving R.S. opening exercises w/the Y.W.
Uncomfortable because I feel such a great responsibility and accountability now that I didn't before (I worry about measuring up) and guilty as other previous YW leaders stay seated. I know how hard letting go of the YM calling was for Dave and it makes me sad that I am sure these women (for the most part) feel the same. I also have a lot of positive feelings too but lets just wallow in the misery for a bit.